turtlelover08's Xanga

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 18:07:40 GMT

new xanga.......

wacKybanaNas

add me!!!!111!!

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 17:10:58 GMT

Yes the Jenn has returned.......

For those of you who know what happened Friday, just keep me in your prayers, I might be moving out till July or at least until I turn 15 and can get emancipated(sp) Life here is just hell, but it's ok I WILL SURVIVE! The dude Josh was tryin to hook me up with don't like me, but I think I annoyed him cuz he never talked much.....heh heh it's ok I still got my chesse head and tuna fishers.

Well,I guess if I don't update for awhile ya'll will know where I am.....if I do move out ya'll leave me some comments so I know ya'll miss me k?

love you guys!

Friday, April 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 14:48:04 GMT

"How Do You Get That Lonely"
Blaine Larsen

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor
They found him face down on his bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...

Friday, April 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 14:22:45 GMT

probably won't be updating for a LONG time.

i'm trying to find somewhere to go right now because apparently i'm not a good enough child to live in this house. yeah, so if anybody has an extra bed for me to stay in lemme know.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 22:00:17 GMT

answer this for me........

Am I hard to deal with, and do I annoy you when you're around me?

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 21:38:18 GMT

PICTURES FROM DISNEY!

my $8 dollar strawberry mousse

my $20 pasta which was really good!

mr. newman, brittney, tiffany,meggie, and bridgette in the hoddel

*turns head sideways* pluto, brittney and tiffany

cinderellas castle*prettyness*

some characters

donald duck

goofy*aww* i love you goofy(not the character)

me pluto

thats all for now.....ill upload more when i get more back! Love you guys!

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 00:05:32 GMT

I went to the dentist today!

I got to press a lil button to make water shoot out, i told the woman that cleaned my teeth that i wanted to take it home with me. along with the chair that went WOO! Heh heh..

I talked to Megs and Nana today, but they both left me ::tears::

Um, what else happened.....Josh went the Melissas, I'm lonely....

::sings:: DON'T WANNA BE ALL BY MYSELF

Well, I guess that's it for today....I love you Cheesey bread and tuna and pedro and monkey!!!

::huggles:: and major ::muhaz:: heh heh bye yalls!

-Turtle

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 21:32:12 GMT

"Wonder"

You wonder why I'm like this
You wonder why I cry
You wonder why the sparkle is gone inside my eyes.

You ask me all these questions
but the truth I'll never tell
You will never know I'm burning, living in a hell.

Smiles are on my face as I step into my room
but what's behind those smiles is only pain and gloom.

I can not eat, can not sleep
Don't want to live at all
No long will I hurt you, as I being to fall.

Happy is my outside
My heart is only black
Who would want to be this person, I want the old me back.

Now I'm ending this dreadful life with a very heavy sigh,
You lean closer to my face as I whisper my last good-bye......

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 17:46:29 GMT

"Alone" ©

You're gone and I'm alone
I'm left to cry alone
Left to die alone
The blood pours from my broke body alone
You broke my heart alone
Chose her alone
You walked away alone
Left me in the rain alone
I trusted you alone
Gave my heart to you alone
Now I'm all alone
Wishing for you to be mine once again...

alone

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 03:04:37 GMT

"Fall To Pieces"

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you